BoyWithUke Can You Feel It Lyrics
Open blinds
But I can’t find my way around
I owe it to myself I got a lot to figure out
Got a knot it my belly
Are you sure it’s supposed to help me?
It’s been long enough to feel it
Can you feel it?
Aren’t I supposed to feel it now?
Tell me what you’re thinking
I don’t want to have to shout
Feel the heavy breathing
On my chest and in my mouth
Got two hands around my heart
I don’t want to see myself
Burning bridges when I’m down
Hold up, watch my shit
I’m falling
Wondering how to spend my million hours
Why you calling?
Throwback to my bedroom with no colors
My apartment
Got no ac in my room, shout-out verlaine and rimbaud, you know what these ahem do
Aren’t I supposed to feel it now?
Tell me what you’re thinking
I don’t want to have to shout
Feel the heavy breathing
On my chest and in my mouth
Got two hands around my heart
I don’t want to see myself
Burning bridges when I’m down
Hold up, watch my shit
I’m falling through the corridors
Used to the broken flooring
Sorry, I’m not sorry for what I excused myself for
Pouring lies out of my chest
My mess hardly could even tell a story
Lose me at my best
My next project might be the one that shoots me up
Then the stars in the sky light my bedroom
Flashing words on the walls and my head too
I’m alive but I can’t live without you
Can’t live without you
And the thoughts in my head run in circles
And the sheets on my bed turn to purple
I’m alone but I know that I won’t do
Nothing to hold you back
I just wanna go sleep
But I don’t know how to keep
Separated from my thoughts
It’s become a part of me
If I’m alive at 24
My life is a dichotomy
I don’t know what I wanna be
Nobody better bother me
I’m sleep deprived and suicidal
Thinking bout a lot a things
I know it’s my mind, but sometimes it’s just kinda hard to see
Nobody really gives a fuck
It took a bit of time for me
To realize I don’t want to be
I really didn’t want to be